Nityananda is the very root of the bhakti tree. Only with His help can the tree of RadhaKrsna bhakti grow. So we should water it with our tears everyday- those precious roots. Cry out for Nityananda!!! One day that tree will blossom. The tree will bear all kinds of fruits(Radha Krishna prem) ,leaves( detachment from material world) ,buds and delicate manjaris.
Only with Nitai's mercy can we even proceed an inch in bhakti. Without his mercy all our bhakti is just a show. Nityananda is so merciful that He will personally arrange everything for us. He is the very embodiment of devotional service! I hope i can attain His mercy. Once He gives us His sidelong glance; know FOR SURE that everything will be attained very soon. His feet contains all treasures. Many of those jewels are unknown. But by His mercy he shall give us everything till He is devoid of it. But the more He gives us, His treasure chest of ananda only goes as increasing as He feels joy for helping a bhakta. The more ananda He gives the more it increases for Him.
A small realisation...
Nitai is running towards me. His gentle arms are moving closer to me. Oh alas, it came too close. He has stolen this heart. Where is my heart? I cant find it . Nitai has escaped with my property. I'm now without a heart . But little do i know that Nitai is now cleaning it up. He is removing all the unwanted dirt in the chambers of my heart and he is cleaning it at a wholesale rate. Now he gives my heart back .My heart is now cleaned. But oh its empty! Nitai takes it again and gives this heart to Gauranga. Gauranga will now occupy a place permanently . My heart is now going to be possessed by Gauranga. Oh now what's happening? Gauranga magically creates more room in my heart. He opens unknown chambers and unlocks hidden rooms. Why i wonder. Within no time , i find Radha and Krishna in the innermost chamber of my heart . They are sitting on a golden throne and are talking sweetly . Each pump of my heart is controlled by Them now. How did all this happen? This is just the way things work once Nitai steals away our hearts ..
Once the elder brother (Nitai)enters our hearts , the younger one(Gauranga) is forced to come :). And once Gaura enters, the divine couple's lotus feet are not vety far.So we must forver aspire for the Lotus Feet of Nityananda Balaram - the safest place to be for us fallen souls. Nitai pada kamala koti chandra susitala ei chayay jagat jurai . JAI NITYANANDA RAM!
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