Monday, 29 December 2014

Rendering service to Nityananda Prabhu~ shortcut to attaining perfection

All we need to do is render some service to Nityananda Prabhu. Once Nitai becomes pleased with our sevice, we will attain everything there is to be attained. We can see this from the life of Krishna das Kaviraj Gosvami. His brother had immense faith in Gauranga alone but only a tinge of faith in Nityananda Prabhu. KrsnaDas Kaviraj Gosai defended Nitai’s dearmost bhakt, Minaketana Ramdasa, by speaking the following:

CC Ādi 5.175: "These two brothers," I told him, "are like one body; They are identical manifestations. If you do not believe in Lord Nityananda, you will fall down.
CC Ādi 5.176: "If you have faith in one but disrespect the other, your logic is like the logic of accepting half a hen.
CC Ādi 5.177: "It would be better to be an atheist by slighting both brothers than a hypocrite by believing in one and slighting the other."
All He did was humbly defend Nitai. Nitai and Gaura are nondifferent. Nitai and Gaura are one and the same. By Nitai’s mercy we can attain Gaura and vice versa. He is just waiting to bestow His mercy on us. His heart bleeds in compassion seeing our pitiful condition. Such a merciful incarnation is Nityananda!
Nityananda Prabhu’s kind heart melted upon seeing this humble service of Krsnadas Gosai. Feeling that the opportune moment had come,Nitaichand appeared in His dreams that very night.He describes His dream as follows:
Nityananda took a glossy blue complexion due to separation from Krishna. In His hand, He held a stick and He moved to and fro chanting “KRSNA KRSNA KRSNA”. He was surrounded by His eternal sevaks, who are non-different from the cowherd boyfriends of Lord Balaram. While chanting deeply, His movements resemble that of an intoxicated elephant. His face was adorned with Tilaka and He attracted millions of cupids.






Upon seeing this, Krishnadas fainted in ecstasy. He couldn’t contain the ananda in His heart upon seeing the manifestation of Ananda personified! After seeing the beautiful form of Nitaisundar, he fell at His lotus feet,completely unconscious. And Nityananda ordered Him as follows:
                "O my dear Kṛṣṇadāsa, do not be afraid. Go to Vṛndāvana, for there you will attain all things."
If we look into this verse carefully, we can see that Krsnadas has revealed the secret of all secrets for  attaining the perfection, in just one verse.He has done this most expertly. What is this secret? Nitai is assuring Krsnadas that He will attain everything by His mercy alone. SARVA LABHYA HOY! What does this “everything” refer to?-His siddha deha, His manjari rupa, the shelter of Rupa and Raghunath Gosai, initimate association with Lord Gauranga’s dearmost associate- Svarup Damodar Goswami, realising of Ekadash bhava, having full sphurti of Nitya Lila pastimes, and most importantly, revealing the confidential pastimes of Lord Caitanya Mahaprabhu through the gem of all scriptures, Caitanya Charitamrta. By Nitai’s mercy, he could even witness the sweetest most confidential pastimes of Radha Madanmohana and also reveal it through the Govinda Lilamrta. SUCH IS THE MERCY OF NITYANANDA! It fascinates me everytime I read it.
After attaining Nitai’s mercy, Krishnadasa proceeded for Vrindavana. And by the blessings of Radha Madanmohana, He started to write the Chaitanya Caritamrit by the banks of Radha Kund. How did He get the blessing of Radha Madanmohan? Only by first attaining Nitai’s krpa. Nitayer koruna habe braje radha krsna pabe. He also realised His nitya svarup as Kasturi manjari, all by Nitaichand’s kripa.
Krishnadas is repeatedly saying: “ Oh! Who is the world could bestow His mercy on this wicked soul apart from Nityananda! Due to his complete intoxication in the Holy names, he cannot make a distinction between the good and the bad. He will accept anyone who falls down at His lotus feet.” He also openly declares “ Only by Nityananda’s causeless mercy have I attained Radha Govind in Vrindavana. Now I am able to witness all Their confidential pastimes. I have attained this treasure only through His mercy”.
Another important lesson that his life story teaches us is that only Nityananda is capable of revealing Gauranga’s confidential pastimes. By his order alone could Krsnadas go on to write the unparalleled Caitanya Caritamirt. Gauranga was hidden and His confidential lilas were locked for so many years. People weren’t aware of the hidden later pastimes of Sacisuta.Knowing that Gaura’s naam, rupa , guna and lila are the only hope for the fallen souls of Kali, Nitai’s kind heart melted in compassion and through His divine will alone was the CC compiled. Nityananda Prabhu holds the key to Gaura’s lilas and He mercifully unlocked it for us fallen souls. Guara’s lilas are encapsulated in Nitai’s heart,so by chanting Nitai naam, we automatically attain Gaura prem also.
 At every stage of Krishnadas Kaviraj’s life story, we can see that Nitai’s mercy is crucial for spiritual progress. Just one glance from Him, and we can attain everything. This is the shortcut. Nitai is the shortcut to Radha Krishna.
nityananda' balite haya krishna-premodaya;aulaya sakala anga,asru-ganga vaya.
(Chaitanya-charitamrita Adi-lila 8.23)

"Simply by chanting the name 'Nityananda' one awakens his love for Krishna. Thus all his bodily limbs are agitated by ecstasy of love of God, and tears flow from his eyes like the waters of the Ganges."

So when Nitai says Sarva Labhya hoy, He is practically giving you everything right from Vaishnava seva to Lila sphurti ! And whats the price to pay? Nothing at all! Just try to glorify Him and chant His name constantly. Nitai will run faster towards you than you can run to Him. All He wants is for you to fall at His feet. And when we do so, our lives become perfect. We can attain all perfection without difficulties. 
ara kabe nitai-chander karuna hoibe
samsara-basana mora kabe tuccha ha' be

When will I obtain mercy of Lord Nityanandachandra? When, by His mercy will the desire for material enjoyment become insignificant?
(Narottama dasa Thakura)



Saturday, 27 December 2014

NITAI IS THE FOUNDATION


Nityananda is the very root of the bhakti tree. Only with His help can the tree of RadhaKrsna bhakti grow. So we should water it with our tears everyday- those precious roots. Cry out for Nityananda!!! One day that tree will blossom. The tree will bear all kinds of fruits(Radha Krishna prem) ,leaves( detachment from material world) ,buds and delicate manjaris.

Only with Nitai's mercy can we even proceed an inch in bhakti. Without his mercy all our bhakti is just a show. Nityananda is so merciful that He will personally arrange everything for us. He is the very embodiment of devotional service!  I hope i can attain His mercy. Once He gives us His sidelong glance; know FOR SURE that everything will be attained very soon. His feet contains all treasures. Many of those jewels are unknown. But by His mercy he shall give us everything till He is devoid of it. But the more He gives us, His treasure chest of ananda only goes as increasing as He feels joy for helping a bhakta. The more ananda He gives the more it increases for Him.

A small realisation...

Nitai is running towards me. His gentle arms are moving closer to me. Oh alas, it came too close. He has stolen this heart. Where is my heart? I cant find it . Nitai has escaped with my property. I'm now without a heart . But little do i know that Nitai is now cleaning it up. He is removing all the unwanted dirt in the chambers of my heart and he is cleaning it at a wholesale rate. Now he gives my heart back .My heart is now cleaned. But oh its empty! Nitai takes it again and gives this heart to Gauranga. Gauranga will now occupy a place permanently . My heart is now going to be possessed by Gauranga. Oh now what's happening? Gauranga magically creates more room in my heart. He opens unknown chambers and unlocks hidden rooms. Why i wonder. Within no time , i find Radha and Krishna in the innermost chamber of my heart . They are sitting on a golden throne and are talking sweetly . Each pump of my heart is controlled by Them now. How did all this happen? This is just the way things work once Nitai steals away our hearts ..

Once the elder brother (Nitai)enters our hearts , the younger one(Gauranga) is forced to come :). And once Gaura enters, the divine couple's lotus feet are not vety far.So we must forver aspire for the Lotus Feet of Nityananda Balaram - the safest place to be for us fallen souls. Nitai pada kamala koti chandra susitala ei chayay jagat jurai . JAI NITYANANDA RAM!

Nitai's Unprecedented Mercy on us fallen souls

Here is my humble glorification of the Lord of my life and soul.  Please forgive my offenses. I had a deep longing to glorify Nityananda and talk about His uncommon qualities and today He made it possible. Nitaichandra ki jay! Jahnava Ishvari ki jai!


Nitai dwells through the villages of Nadia and whoever He glances at immediately drowns in prem. In an intoxicated state He slowly walks in half steps. His eyes are always overflowing with tears. His anklets jingle as He dances. Whoever He meets is immediately overcome with ecstacy.



He overwhelmed the entire village with His transcendental symptoms. When He danced it seemed as if the entire world was shaking. Sometimes He would shout "Krsna! Krsna!" ,And the very next moment His entire body will be overcome with ecstacy and His eyes would be annointed with pearl-like tears. Oh who can understand Him? He laughs now and weeps the next second. How can i describe the fortune if those who got to witness this?? Even Lord Brahma wishes to see these Lilas. Who can measure the fortune of the merchants who were personally hugged by Nitai nd were bestowed with the topmost RadhaKrsna prem? He is always drunk on the Holy names of Gaurachandra. 

An intoxicated person is oblivious to the things happening around him. And he will not have the tendency to judge. Similarly,our Nitaichand is so very intoxicated in Gauranga naam that He cannot discriminate and judge over who is qualified or fallen.! He is overflowing with prem and He is eager to spill some on us. That is why He freely distributes this prema.  He cannot judge you based on your status or intelligence! In His eyes we are all His children and He is a loving father. Just as a father is very eager to shower his kids with gifts, Nitai is also very eager to give us this NECTARIAN PREMA! He only knows how to love!!! He even converted the Muslims and gave them parama -uttam madhurya rasa.




 He is coming to give no other incarnation has ever given before- prema naam. And whats the best part? He doesnt see our offenses. Even if we are the worst of all sinners, rest assured. U will be delivered. Nitai s heart is so kind that He will automatically see only the good in us even though we may not possess any. He will tactfully make some excuse and tell Gaura " This person is a reservoir of good qualities and i feel that You should accept Him and shower Him with Your mercy. " (Even though we may be worse than street dogs). 


Nityananda Prabhu is giving Himself to you through His name . Why do you wait? Whats stopping you? GO TO HIM NOW! He is welcoming you with open arms! All He wants is for you to go before Him , for He is waiting to bestow the priceless treasures of prem on you!  RUN TO NITYANANDA NOW!!! He will give you everything. He is parama dayalu. He is parama karunamay. Jay Nityananda jay Nityananda jaya jaya Rohini Kumara.Who can measure against His mercy? It is unfathomable. My only desire birth after birth is to worship the Lotus feet of Padmavati nandana Sri Nitaisunder. 




PLEASE BE MERCIFUL TO ME O NITAI!

Jaya Jaya Nityananda Rohini Kumara ~ 


He Nitai , i long for the day i will revieve your unlimited mercy

He Nitai, i long  to see Your beautiful blooming lotus face 

He Nitai, I long to see you go ecastatic on the Holy name of Lord Gauranga

He Nitai, I long to see Your eyes decorated with the tears of love ..

He Nitai, i long to see the world shake when u jump up and down. 

He Nitai, i long to behold your cool lotus feet which is my only refuge and shelter

He Nitai, I long to be one of your sevikas and always remain under Your guidance

He Nitai, I long to behold your white milk-like dazzling complexion which puts millions and millions and countless number of moons to shame

He Nitai, You are my only hope. Your mercy is to the most fallen. In this hope, your fallen Dasi begs and begs and begs and falls repeatedly at Your Lotus feet. PLEASE SUSTAIN ME!